05 December 2005
11:58 AM

IT'S THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN!

My birthday went extraordinary well, & I really thank everyone
for bothering to remember, to wish & celebrate with me.

I'm truly blessed, for both last & this year, I have a significant other
who planned & willingly splurged her first paycheck on me. It certainly
tugged enough heartstrings to trigger my tear glands when I learnt that
preparation for today started in May. Haha! Coincidentally, she started
planning on 12/05/05 for 5/12/05. See the pattern? Okayy, random.
But really, which idiot starts planning 6 months in advance?! Only you. (:

This marks the end of Chapter 17, & the beginning of a fresh new one.
The chapter started with studies & preparation for the Prelims & O Levels,
& continued on to the completion of the Big 'Os'. Till now, there's a
prevalence of uncertainty to what my future holds, & with the closing of
Chapter 17, not much has been made clearer.

Nevertheless, being 18 is strange. I don't think I'd ever been 18.
I hardly act like I'm 18. It's still unfamiliar & foreign & will definitely
take me sometime to properly explore the aspect of being 18.
I have 365 days anyway.

17. Another candle to the cake, all right.

& another 31 RED roses to my collection of roses from you.

I apologize for the lousy resolution (you can even see the pixels!)
These pictures just don't do the flowers, & me justice. Haha. :D

I mustn't forget to credit 2 aspiring
chefs for their effort in the big birthday
cookie too! Thanks to you lovebirds.
Much appreciated. (:


*Accredits chefs, ky & oli.





& this is the one person who made it all possible.


This is the kind of girlfriend I will gladly boast about. Then again,
she's one of a kind & I doubt there'll be another 'her' down the road.
You'll see.

P/S. You look absolutely dashing devouring that poor 'msg seasoned'
cricket. However, for others, I would say, "What a neanderthal."

All in all, allow me to sum up the day with a few short words,
"I just like being with you." Thank you for everything sweets!

The greatest feelings are those that have no words to describe,
felt & not told. I am so happy, if I were to sing, I could make a
deaf man smile. Hence, to go on & on about how happy & contented
I am will be superfluous. (((:

Digressing, if there is one thing I hate, it would be people demanding
for attention. It will be cast upon you, only if I think you're worthy of it.

I have a girlfriend, & my girlfriend has me, so that leaves you with
only one option: Platonic Friendship. Take it, or heck of a hell leave it.
We're lesbians (not a very nice term but that is what we are).
So deal with it. If you wish to keep this friendship, know your place
& rid your mind of any plans to be 'funny'.

My tolerance is not one of a glittery socialite.

I miss the days of innocent childhood where having dozens of male
playmates equal to endless hours of fun. These days, the opposite sex
are just climbing up my back & dancing up a fine tune on my nerve.

Platonic guy friends? I see men have yet to evolve.