08 February 2006
12:37 AM

NOTICE.

"Admonition is prospective, and relates to moral
delinquencies; its object is to prevent further transgression."

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As Friday draws nearer, I feel my guts becoming a more
confused mess than it has ever been since the release of PSLE
results, 4 years back. I find it hard to recover from the extreme
trepidation that has prevailed over all other existing emotions
since I woke up this morning realizing I'm only 3 days away from
the 'happiest day of my life' or 'doom'.

My intuition tells me the latter is more likely to precede.

Physically, I'm having no difficulties looking composed & all-ready
to march into that hall & get everything over & done with.

Albeit the 'cool-as-cucumber' act, mentally & emotionally, I'm a wreck.
If you listen carefully on that day, you might just hear the crescendo-ing
'thumping' of my heartbeat, along with 300 others..like experienced
percussionists in an Orchestra.

This entry serves as a forewarning; a caveat against inquisitive
attention towards my grades in regards of the release of 'O' Level
results, the day after tomorrow.

Don't ask unless I volitionally 'crawl' to you with my grades.