How do you swallow a confession you're dying to spit?

11 February 2006
1:15 AM ♥ ♥ ♥

"I try to keep the sadness & disappointment that
rises up in my throat from spilling into my words
as I congratulate each & every of my friend who has
done well. I am happy for them. At the same moment,
I wish I could be happy for myself, too."

I've outdone myself this time.